Thursday, August 15, 2013

The results are in.... it's Positive

Positive. The test is positive. I'm pregnant... We're pregnant. We're going to have a baby. I'm not really sure on how to feel. Weird isn't it? When it was negative, I was uber disappointed. Now that it is positive, I'm confused. It seems so surreal to me. I do not feel pregnant. I just feel different. I know how to feel. I'm excited. Im scared. I'm nervous. And I'm anxious to tell Andrew. He's asleep right now and I REALLY do not want to just run and wake him up waving a pee stick in his face. I want it to be a little bit more fun. I guess I need to start working on my baby reveal techniques for tonight.

OMG... I'm pregnant.

BFP.... I tested this morning and got a BFP. It seems so surreal to me. I do not feel pregnant I just feel different. I don't know how I feel. I'm excited. I'm scared. I'm nervous. And I'm anxious to tell Andrew. I guess I need to start working on my baby reveal techniques for tonight. OMG I'm pregnant!

I have been feeling this... Kind of jumps in the bottom center of my tummy. Kind of like muscle spasms. It's so weird. It's like now that I "know" something is growing inside of me, I seem to feel/sense every jump/nudge/spasm that my body does. There is something very alien like about child birth. I mean like the whole concept of conceiving a child, incubating it in my tummy for 9 months and then pushing out a human being... it's freaky. Kind of like that



However, I am so grateful to even be able to feel these things. I pray that this is a good sign. I don't really remember the last time and to be honest, I don't think I felt all of these things. I just pray this is a sticky baby. Fingers crossed.

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